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Posted by lil_vamp on Nov 22, 2018 12:19:50
Me: well, it's that time of year again, time to be thankful for everything we've gotten and suck. I am thankful for my amazing family, my brother Rohan and his amazing family, and the wonderful friends I've made this year.

Rohan: I'm thankful for my amazing family, amazing sister and her family, and for all the things that have happened to make my small family grow into a large one.

Dante: I'm thankful for Rohan, Alex, and Val accepting me into their family as one of their own, for them helping find my younger brother and sister, and for all the amazing experiences I've got to have with everyone.

Ryden: I'm thankful for Rohan, Alex, Val, and Dante for helping me get away from the man who held me captive for many, many years, and for accepting me into lives, and making me feel like I am loved and wanted.

Niklaus/Caiden/Xandir/Kara: We're all thankful for our amazing dads, our aunts and uncles, and for our family growing and becoming stronger. We love you all!!!!
Random Story Part
Posted by lil_vamp on May 24, 2018 21:59:18
“Please, Mikael, you are better then this, you know you are.” Alaura pleads, her hands gripping Mikael's wrist as he squeezes her throat tighter.

“My dear, sweet, Alaura, such a naïve fool to think such a thing...” Mikael murmurs, fangs stained with the crimson blood of someone he had already fed from.

Alaura stares worriedly into Mikael's normally lilac eyes, which were now tainted red with hunger, or even worse; blood lust. She could hear her heart pounding in her chest, Mikael's grip on her throat tightening slightly.

“This isn't you, Mikael. Look into my eyes,” Alaura whispers hoarsely, keeping her eyes locked with Mikael's as he bared his fangs. Black was beginning to tinge her vision. “Look at what you are becoming.”

Mikael pauses upon hearing the fear in Alaura's voice. He looks at his reflection in her eyes, sickened at what he saw. Releasing his grip on Alaura's throat, he backs away from her, trembling. 

"A-Alaura.... I... I'm..." Mikael stammers, grunting as his back hits the wall. He sinks to the floor, his entire body trembling. 

Akaura takes a deep, painful breath, releasing it slowly as her vision returns to normal. She takes a tentive step towards Mikael. Mikael wipes the blood from his face with his hand, wiping the blood on his black jeans. He could feel his fangs returning to normal, his eyes cast downward. Mikael listens as Alaura takes a few more steps towards him, sinking to her knees beside him. 

"Mikael? Are you.... are you back?" Alaura asks Mikael, placing a hand on his shoulder.

Mikael jumps slightly, his trembling starting to ease. He reaches up with his other hand and places it over Alaura's. 

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2 small untitled poems I wrote.
Posted by lil_vamp on May 14, 2018 21:16:27
Come join as me as I dance in this Eternal Night,
For we are the few who are bound together by Bloodlust,

Darkness, and Sin alone.

Though the Moon has just risen,

Moon-Heat burns through my veins.

A Lust like no other,

Only my Soul Mate can tame it.

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Rohan/Dante/Ryden: *hanging outside My house*
Posted by lil_vamp on May 08, 2018 20:27:05
Me: *hands her brother Rohan and her brother in laws Dante and Ryden a beer, opening her own as she takes a seat with them at the picnic table* so, how have you guys been? It's been a long time since you came over to visit

Rohan: I missed you sis, that and the kids love coming over here to play because you built a huge jungle gym and sand box

Dante: *takes a sip of his beer* Thanks for the beers by the way. *smiles*

Ryden: Its great to finally meet you. Rihan told me a lot about you when he and I first met so long ago

Me: I've missed you too Rohan. Same with you Dante. And it's great to meet you as well Ryden. I'm glad my brother found you again. *watching Rohans kids Xandir, Caiden, Niklaus, and Kara playing in the sandbox with my youngest son Oda* And I love when my niece and nephews come over, Oda needs more friends his age, and besides, with most of my own kids living with their own families, my house feels a little too big and very empty.

*we all tap our beers together, watching the kids play as we talk and enjoy the wonderful weather*

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Ryden: *looks down shyly*
Posted by lil_vamp on Apr 14, 2018 18:06:44
Ryden: ....h-hi... *biting his snake bite lip rings* I'm Ryden..... Im..... Gay....

Me: and very shy. And if anyone fucks with him I'm kicking their ass

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Posted by lil_vamp on Mar 27, 2018 20:49:57
?????: *sitting beside a dumpster, hoodie pulled as far over his face as possible, knees drawn to his chest, arms wrapped around them*

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Posted by lil_vamp on Feb 26, 2018 15:20:29
As the title says, I have 2 books self published on Amazon. They are in e-book form. The first book I wrote is called "Desire, Unbound" and is only $2.99 to purchase.
The second book I wrote is called "Forever the Outcast" and is available for $3.50 to purchase. I'm writing under the name Shara Sinnclairr. Feel free to check out the book descriptions and purchase them if you'd like to read any of the books!!!

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Me/Rohan/Dante: HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!
Posted by lil_vamp on Feb 11, 2018 21:48:21


Niklaus/Caiden/Xandir/Kara: HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY DADDYS!!!!! *all four run around hugging their fathers until each of then has hugged each father*

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Random poem
Posted by lil_vamp on Jan 25, 2018 11:09:01
Got so much on my mind,
Can't seem to get my thoughts together.
Feel like I'm caught in a never ending whirlpool,
Of misery, pain, loss, and regret.
What do I do?
How do I stop?
Is there any way out?
Is there any way out...?

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Me/Rohan/Dante: MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!
Posted by lil_vamp on Dec 22, 2017 20:33:02
Me: I know it's a few days early but Idk if I'll be able to get on Christmas day, so....... MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!! I HOPE YOUR DAY IS FILLED WITH LOVE, GOOD FOOD, FAMILY, AND GOOD TIDINGS!!!!

Rohan: and I would like to wish a special Merry Christmas to my husband's Alex, Val, and Dante, and our children Niklaus, Xandir, Caiden, and Kara.

Dante: this year is Our first Christmas as a completed family (unless we decided to add more children in the future) and I'm proud to be apart of this magical day

Caiden/Xandir/Nikaus/Kara: Merry Christmas Daddies! We love you to the moon and back!

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Holiday Blues
Posted by lil_vamp on Dec 20, 2017 18:04:02
Does anyone else seem to get really depressed around the holidays?
For the last couple of months I've been getting depressed more often and it's starting to annoy me. I mean, things aren't bad at my house, other then me not being able to find a job and unemployment fucking my mom around. Christmas wont have a lot of gifts, and I'll be getting one gift late, but I don't really care about that. *sigh* I just hate that I keep getting deressed and crying.

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Posted by lil_vamp on Nov 23, 2017 13:16:25
HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!!!! Hope you all have an amazing day, eat lots of good food, and spend time with your families. Have a great day!!!!!!

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Random Thoughts
Posted by lil_vamp on Nov 15, 2017 16:34:05
I can't believe Christmas is almost here, or that Thanksgiving is so soon. This year is going by so quickly, and so much has happened this year that I'm never going to forget, I wish time would slow down some, or even go back in time so I could change things that happened that I wish never happened. *sigh* Sorry for all of the random thoughts. How is everyone?

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Posted by lil_vamp on Aug 21, 2017 20:31:53
I love Summer, I love the long hot summer days spent laying in the sun, working outside in the garden, or just out and about with family and friends! I love going to the beach and the pool, I love the sunsets, the nights spent around the bonfire talking, relaxing, having fun, spending the evenings outside playing darts, or just sitting in the garage talking. I know the seasons have to change and all, but I'm not ready for the cool weather yet. I mean yeah I want Halloween to come because that's my favorite holiday and all, but once Halloween and my birthday pass, that means that Winter is getting close and I HATE WINTER! It's TOO COLD, TOO WET, TOO SNOWY!!!! The only good thing about it is that it means Christmas is right around the corner. Anyone else hate Winter and wish it would stay WARM all year round?

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New Book I'm Working on!!
Posted by lil_vamp on Apr 15, 2017 20:35:49
Here is the Synopsis and first chapter to a new book I'm working on writing. The Book is called Savage Lover. Please Enjoy and leave comments!!!!!!

Mikael “Savage” Black never thought he would find love while on the road with the rest of the “Maleviolence”, a heavy metal band out of Malibu out on their first tour. He certainly didn't expect to meet anyone, and all the fans normally drove him nut. But after a drunken brawl at one of their gigs, drunken, bruised, and busted up, Savage meets Xeranna Storm; an online blogger who has been following the band since they started playing live at “Lux Lusts” nightclub a year earlier. Savage recognized the young woman as one of their fans, and secretly held an attraction to her, unknown to the rest of the band.
Xeranna Storm has loved “Maleviolence” since she first saw them play their first love show, and that was over a year ago. Now an online blogger for Malibu's “Rock N Roll Saved My Soul” Magazine, she was following the band as they began their first tour. After finding the band's lead guitarist, Mikael “Savage” Black; bruised, bloody, and drunk outside the same nightclub they started their career at, she was finally going to get the chance to live out one of her dreams; meet the band and get individual interviews with each of the band members. What Xeranna didn't expect was the attraction she felt towards Savage.
When Xeranna helps Savage back to the tour bus after his drunken brawl at “Lux Lusts”, Savage and the rest of the band are more then grateful for Xeranna's help, and offer her not only individual interviews, but the chance to tour with the band and continue her blog on the road with them.
Will Savage make Xeranna's blog go from just over two hundred views to a million views when their live interview goes from professional to personal? Or will Xeranna turn and run from the desire burning between herself and Savage, leaving not only a once in a life time chance to make her blog famous, but a chance to make all of her dreams a reality?

Chapter One:
“Thank you Lux Lusts!!!! You guys were here when this all started, and now you're here to help give us an amazing send off for our tour! We will be touring with “Shattered Hearts” so be sure to follow them and give them some love as they end the show tonight! We are “Maleviolence” and we hope you keep on slaying it!!!!!!” Ryker “Psycho”Dezztro thanks the fans inside the nightclub, taking a bow as the lights dim. Dozens of woman's bras and panties littered the stage and every mic stand, and with one final riff on his guitar, Mikael “Savage” Black lets out a howl and follows the rest of his band mates off stage. Asher “Slasher” Zenn, Dexx “Reaper” Zerro, and Kasey “Krazzi” Freedman join Savage and Psycho being Krazzi's drum kit back stage, grabbing a bottle of beer and tapping it against the others beers. Savage loved his band mates, and couldn't wait to step out on the next stage and show the world that the band everyone thought wouldn't make it had made it to the top.
Reaper places a cold bottle of beer against Savage's neck, causing Savage to jerk upright.
“Reaper god damn you! Are you looking for a way to meet the actual Grim Reaper?” Savage yelps, turning and taking a playful swing at Reaper.
Reaper ducks Savage's right hook, popping the top off the bottle of beer and handing it to Savage, who grins and wraps his arm around Reaper's shoulders. Krazzi, Psycho, and Slasher laugh, raising their beers as Psycho begins to speak.
“To a hell of a show, and to getting drunk off our asses only to do it all again in three days, in the heart of LA, on the Sunset Strip!” Psycho toasts, grinning as the rest of his band mates agree with him, bottle clanking together.
Slasher turns to Savage, a mischievous look in his eyes. Savage knew that look, and he was down for a bit of fun after a long, successful day.
“Savage and I are gonna head out to the bar, anyone else going?” Slasher asks, looking around at the others. Psycho, Krazzi, and Reaper shake their heads.
“Nah, think I'm just gonna grab a bite to eat, pound a few cold ones, and crash out for the night. My head is still killing me from the craziness you two got us into last night. Never knew any of our roadies could pack such a punch, especially to one of the men who earn them their cash.” Krazzi answers, rubbing the back of his head where, beneath the shock of shoulder-length blonde and electric blue hair, a knot the size of a ping-pong ball had formed.
Reaper and Psycho shake their heads as well, going on about several girls who had VIP passes for after the show. Savage chuckles to himself. Normally he would jump at the chance to get some fan girl pussy, but tonight he was feeling like a bar fly, and in desperate need of a large glass of Jack and coke. With a wave goodbye to his other band mates, Savage and Slasher down the rest of their beers, tossing the bottles in the recycling bin before heading out towards the bar, two roadies and two of their bodyguards, hell if Savage knew their names, following close behind.

Xeranna Storm grins happily, wiping the sweat from her face and adjusting her favorite black “Maleviolence” band tank-top, which was cut and frayed, exposing everything from the bottom of her rib-cage to the top of her half-black half-red skinny jeans, which sat low on her hips; as she makes her way out of the crowd of people who came to see “Maleviolence” kick off their first tour. Xeranna has been a fan of the band since they first started out playing here at “Lux Lusts” Nightclub just over a year ago. She fell in love with the band, and the members, particularly one member; the lead guitarist Mikael “savage” Black. The first time she heard Savage play, she was hooked. His fingers danced across his guitar strings like they were performing their own ballet, and his voice when he sung with the lead singer, Psycho, dear god it was enough to make her lace thong wet.
After a quick check of her makeup on using her phone screen as a mirror, Xeranna shoves her cell back into the back pocket of her skinnies and turns her digital video camera on, filming the still cheering crowd and the scene around her before turning the camera on herself.
“Okay everyone, you heard it right from Psycho himself! “Maleviolence” is going out on tour, and I am so fucking stoked! Hope you all are as well. I'm gonna head backstage and try to get an interview with Psycho, get the tour schedule and his insight on how he thinks the tour is going to go. After that, I'll try to talk to each of the guys one-on-one, if they haven't already packed into the bus with some groupies for an after party. This is Xeranna Storm with “Rock and Roll Saved My Soul” Magazine and online blog. Stay tuned and keep it Rockin'!” Xeranna tells her camera, throwing up her horns with a huge grin before stopping the video.
Xeranna gives herself a once over, and after tying her black three inch platform heeled booties and re-applying her favorite Dark red lipstick, she pulls her backstage pass from inside her shirt, slipping through the crowd of screaming fan girls that were surrounding the backstage entrance. Xeranna stops and turns her camera back on, interviewing a few of the girls and getting some footage of the massive crowd of people forming. She shows “Maleviolence's” roadies Trent and Kye her backstage pass, and after they wave her through, she heads to the bands dressing room, managing to catch Psycho and Krazzi before they got back to the bus. After a quick live chat with with Psycho and Krazzi, Reaper was already back on the bus, Xeranna saved her video footage and shut her camera off. She stopped by the bathroom to touch up her makeup; her pale blue eyes looked gray with the red and silver eye shadow she wore, lined with black liquid eyeliner and black mascara. Xeranna had a hint of a tan starting; it was only May and mother nature had finally decided to get of her bipolar-cycle and let the sun shine and dry up all the rain. I mean it was California for cripes sake! Smirking, She waited patiently for a stall to open and ten minutes later, after washing her hands and using hand sanitizer, she left the bathroom, heading straight to the bar for a Jack and coke.

Four Jack and cokes, and three shots of straight Jack later, Savage is feeling fine and dandy. He and Slasher paid one of the waitresses to serve drinks topless for the rest of the night, which was great cause she had amazing tits and a huge ass. Savage knew Slasher was planning on taking her back to the bus once she came back to the bar. Now if only Savage could find a lady to lose himself in for the rest of the night, it would be a perfect night. Getting to his feet, Savage sways slightly, righting himself before walking over to one of the pool tables. Grabbing a cue stick, Savage chalks the end, racks the balls, and lines up his first shot. Savage cracks the cue ball, sending the other balls scattering, three went into the pockets. He checks the where the balls dropped to, seeing two solids and one stripe. Grinning, he lines his next shot up, cursing as he scratches and the cue ball jumps the table. Savage lays his stick on the pool table, going in search of the missing cue ball.
“Looking for this?” A woman's voice asks. Savage looks up from the floor, stunned at the thing of beauty standing in front of him.
The woman, he was damn sure she was a woman if her figure was anything to go by, was completely smokin'. She had black hair that hung to her hips; which were pierced. Piercings, both facial and body, are one of Savages weaknesses in a woman. Her red bangs highlighted her pale blue eyes, and the rings she wore in her snakebites and the right side of her nose, made her all the more attractive. She wore a cropped black “Maleviolence” tank, which showed off her perfectly toned and lightly tanned stomach, belly button ring, and sexy pierced hips and hip bones. Her half-red half-black skinny jeans looked as though they had been painted on her, accenting her curves and making Savage hard in an instant. Thank god he was wearing black leather pants, or he would really be showing something he wasn't quite sure he wanted the woman to see.
“Indeed I am.” Savage says smoothly, watching as the young woman's eyes light up, and she nearly drops the cue ball as her hands begin to shake.
“Care to join me for a game?” Savage asks the young woman, who only nods, grinning from ear to ear.
Savage takes the ball from her, taking her hand and leading her back to the pool table. He could feel the young woman's hands trembling in his, and wondered what was making her so shaky. Maybe a drink would calm her nerves?

Xeranna looks down at the hand grasping hers, at the man leading her over to one of the open pool tables, wanting to pinch herself to make sure she wasn't dreaming, or that someone hadn't slipped something into her drink. Once they arrived at the pool table, the man, her Idol, Mikael Fucking “Savage” Black, lead guitarist of Maleviolence, hands her the pool stick he had left on the table. Xeranna stares for a moment, then quickly shakes her head, silently screaming at herself to keep it together.
“Stripes or Solids?” Savage asks her, motioning to the balls on the pool table. “You're choice. I shot both in when I broke.”
“S-stripes.” Xeranna stammers, brushing her bangs from her face as she feels her face heat. She was sure her cheeks were as red as her bangs, if not darker.
Savage smiles at Xeranna, which makes her heart rate skyrocket. Taking a deep breath and letting it out slowly, Xeranna lines up her shot, bringing the stick back and shooting. She makes her ball in, and moves around the table. As she lines up her next shot, she can see Savage looking at her out of the corner of her eyes. She gets ready to shoot, when a loud smack across her ass makes her jump and yelp, causing her to scratch and scatter the balls all over the table. Xeranna looks over at Savage, who looked pissed. She watches quietly as Savage walks over to the guy, tapping him on the shoulder. The man, a bald guy with tattoos on his face, turns and faces Savage.
“What do you want, ya pansy-assed freak?” The bald brute asks, looking Savage up and down.
Savage raises his fist, smashing it into the bald mans nose. “What rights do you think you have to lay your hands on a young woman, ya fucking punk ass bitch?” Savage snarls, glaring the man down as the man wipes the blood from his nose, looking at Savage with shock and rage in his eyes. Xeranna gasps, awestruck that Savage stood up from her, then snaps back to reality. Laying her hand on Savage's shoulder, she gently shakes it.
“Just let it go, please Savage. I don't want to see you get hurt.” Xeranna tells Savage, who obviously wasn't listening.
“You fucking bastard!” The bald man roars, grabbing Savage by his shirt and raising his meaty fist, swinging hard.
Savage ducks the blow, bringing his own fist up into the bald mans stomach. The bald man grunts in pain, grabbing his fist with his other hand and bringing both down on Savage's back. Savage curses loudly as he drops to his knees, the wind knocked from him. The bald man grabs Savage by his hair, fisting it tightly before bringing his meaty fist up once more, slamming it into Savage's nose and jaw. Xeranna curses, jumping on the bald man's back, digging her nails into the man's neck in attempt to get him to let go of Savage. The bald man grab's Xeranna's hands and pries them from his neck, pushing her off his back. Xeranna lands hard on her ass, quickly scrambling to her feet to get out of the way as two of the bands roadies step in. She and the roadies, along with two of the bands bodyguards and four bouncers from the club, manage to separate Savage and the bald man as they duck blows from busted pool sticks. Xeranna helps Savage to his feet, walking with him out of the club and back towards where she knew the bands buses were parked. Well, Xeranna had always wanted to meet Savage; and tonight she got her wish, even though things quickly went from good to bad in a matter of moments.

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Moment of PURE PANIC!!!!!!!!
Posted by lil_vamp on Apr 11, 2017 19:22:17
Took my Bearded Dragon Lucifer outside earlier to get some sun and he managed to get away from me and go under our cement patio. After almost 2 hours, finally got him out, unharmed. Holy hell he scared me and I'm so glad I got him... I'm still really shaken up about it! He really does live up tp his name and really is a little Devil..

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Xbox 1 gamertags?
Posted by lil_vamp on Mar 20, 2017 20:01:42
Hey all! I'm looking for people with Xbox 1 that would want to be friends o only have 2 friends on there right now and I want more! Feel free to either pm ur gamertag or drop it in the comments. My gamertag is BloodLust689. Hope to get some net gaming friends!

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Feeling numb, like this is all a dream......
Posted by lil_vamp on Mar 17, 2017 22:20:24
Well, Wednesday we laid to rest someone who was not only one of my best friends, but like an older brother too me. I couldn't stop crying at all until we got home. Even now, I still feel like everything is all a dream, like he's gonna come through the door saying "Haha, I got you all good!" Just because that's the kind of amazing guy he was. It's hard for me to really explain how I'm feeling. I feel numb, emotionless, but still feel like I'm here, yet I'm also miles away..... My heart still hurts, it's very heavy, and I know this plain I feel will take a long time to dull, it will never fully go away.... It never does...... *sigh* I wish this was just some nightmare.... And I wish I could just wake up and have everything be alright. I'll never forget his face, the way he looked laying in the casket, the tears of pain and agony on everyone's face, or when his two year old son kissed him for the final time, then said into a live microphone "I Love You Daddy." .....................

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Damn it.... My heart hurts..... </3 *sobs*
Posted by lil_vamp on Mar 11, 2017 21:10:04
On 3/9/2017, My family and I lost a very dear friend to a Heroine Overdose, a man who I grew up with and thought of as an older brother, someone I love very much.... We don't know if the OD was on purpose or not..... So I'm gonna be off and on here for a while... Losing this guy really fucked me up, and I can't stop crying..... Please, friends and family, don't worry too much about me.... I'll get through this....

It just really fucking hurts....... His funeral is 3/15........ Gonna be a long, painful day, and a long road ahead......

Rest in Peace Mike (5/7/1988-3/9/2017) I miss you and love you, and I'll always look after your little boy Atticus!
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Writers Block and Bearded Dragons!
Posted by lil_vamp on Feb 23, 2017 18:38:12
Okay, totally random journal, but I've got MAJOR writers block going on with the book I'm writing, and I can't seem to shake it. Also, I've got the most amazing Bearded Dragon!!! His name is Lucifer, and he's so cute and smart, and even a little goof! As I said this is a totally random journal, but I just wanted to write about my damn writers block and my Bearded Dragon. Hope everyone is enjoying themselves now that the site is back! YAY!!!!!

Oh, the photo attatched is of my Bearded Dragon Lucifer. Ain't he the cutest Little Devil?

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